Yesterday we arrived at school, for our final year. Aingeal and I met with Melody at the station, and we bid our parents goodbye. Da wasn't there, he had work to do, so he had said goodbye to us before we left. We got a place to sit, and later Josh joined us, and soon after Ryan. It was rather fun. We had a good time, we got snacks when the trolley came around and had a botts bean fight, lol. That was fun. Of course, Ryan and I won. Naturally. So, then I dozed off on the train, and Aingeal woke me up when we were close. So we changed into robes, and then got off and went to hogwarts. I told Melody and Aingeal bye, and Ryan and I went to the Slytherin table. We met up with the Quidditch team that was left from last year. Andrew is back this year, I smirked at him, because I'm good like that. Aingeal and Melody started laughing hysterically at something, and I just stared at them, it was interesting, lol, I have yet to find out what they were laughing about. So, Ryan told our team his plan for this year, he gave this whole talk, how this is his last year to gain victory, and he wants to leave on a good note. We'll win, with (as much as I hate to say) Andrew as our seeker. He is the best... So, there was the normal, no dark forest speech, and everything of that sort, and then we ate the feast, it was delicious, of course. I haven't tired of it. I got to the common room later, and within minutes Ryan was asleep in the couch. He was obviously tired, I got a post from Mum later, I forgot a book of mine apparently. So I took it, and wrote Mum thanks back. So, that was fun. Then I went to bed. I didn't go to bed till really late... I was exhausted in the morning. I met up after breakfast with Melody and Aingeal, and we looked at scheduels. We had a class today together, and 2 others together. Which is good and bad. Anyway, we had potions, DADA, Transfiguration and together. I had 2 other classes, Charms, and History of Magic with Ravenclaws, and then Ruins with a bunch of other people. I feel like I've taken too much this year though. I already have soo much work, and it's only the first day back. We start quidditch practice soon too. Of course, Ryan went to talk with Snape to get the field all week if possible. LOL, with Ryan in his obsessive we have to win mood, we'll do it this year for sure.

Classes were good though. Melody tripped me in DADA haha, but I got her back in potions, becaue I threw a newt at her hahaha. It was funny.... LOL well I thought so. Aingeal just laughed at us.

Anyway, I'm going, I'm going to go fly around with Ryan and practice a bit when he gets back. Then, go eat.

Until then.

Have you ever had something you wanted to say, but knew if you said anything you'd be getting others into trouble. but it's just there and you just want to spill it to everyone?? Augh, I feel like that now

We're meeting Melody in London tomorrow, and then I get to leave home, for final year! yeah! I'm excited lol.

Four more days until we leave. For some reason, I fear going back, I feel all nervous. Perhaps because after so long, it's going to be over, this is our last year. I'm still so unsure what to do, but that's not even the part that worries me. I just have a strange feeling in my gut, that this year will be... bad. I don't know. It's rather strange. Then again, my gut can't be entirely trusted. I'm just crazy sometimes, as Aingeal probably will tell you. I've been practicing quidditch nearly every day. It's been so bad weather wise lately, I can't even bring myself to pick up my broom. I'm ready for the season, and then I'm ready for spring and summer again. I'm so glad that I'm of age, and I can do magic for myself. LOL I just realized how convinent it is, I summoned my drink here from the other side of the room. haha, which I guess now it's making me lazy, but oh well. Quidditch will get me up again. Ryan will train us hard for our year, especially since it's his last, and his spot on the pro team is depending on this year too. If he plays really well, then they have no reason to tell him they changed their mind, of course they could still, but I don't see why they would, he's an amazing catcher. Maybe they have another spot on the team. That would decide my future. I don't know if I want to play pro quidditch though, thinking about it. I feel like I'd be wasteing something, of course Ryan would beg to differ naturally.
I regret something I've done though. A lot. But there's no going back in time to change it now.
I'm so slow again on this dumb muggle crap things. It's stressing me out, so I'm going, maybe I can get Aingeal to do something fun with me. She's probably tired though, she was out all day.

Good night.

SOO!! Is everyone ready for school to start?? Crazy changes hahaha. I just realized, talking to my parents, how easily like people dying is to talk about now. Well people we don't know anyhow. Like I wonder if it's always been like that. Just very conversational, we just talk about horrible things, like about death eaters, and horrible things. I don't know it kind of made me think how much times have changed.

I am really looking foreward for term to start... It'll be good. Our last year. Has everyone thought of what they want to do? I don't. Aingeal said she's going to go into wizardry robe/clothing design. Haha, I'll get free clothes out of the deal since she's my sister.

I got a post back from Melody, she was on a trip ^^ it sounded fun haha. I'm glad, I haven't really heard much from her. I'm glad to get a post from her. I sent Sanders (her owl) back right now with a post back. lol.

I've been thinking lately about people.... I know what they are, and how bad they are, and what they do lol. I don't know, I'm really curious, about death eaters... Something about them... attracts me. I wrote Ryan about that earlier today... LOL he'll probably say I'm nuts. I don't know, aren't you ever like... intrigued by them though? How do they do it. If I tried the Avada Kedevra... I think they'd be tickeled.... You have to enjoy killing people. Which I don't think I do... hahaha.

I miss doing things. I feel like I'm going to rot if I just stay home... Anyone want to go play quidditch before term starts? Melody? Aingeal already was like "NO" BUT it's not my fault!! I didn't mean to throw the quaffle at her head.... I REALLY DIDN'T she like FLEW INTO IT!!! and it was windy, so it kinda blew it... at her... X_X I SAID SORRY!!!

Anyway, I gotta go! I'm going to get a butterbeer.... and finish the essay I apparently never did... because I can't find it...

What if I became a death eater? Listen in the prophet

"3 students from Hogwarts school of Witchcraft and Wizerdy have been turned down invitation to return to school for the next term. The 3 previous students of hogwarts have been accused of dark wizarding activity and have been known to associate with known death eaters. They will be going through trials with the ministry in the following weeks."

I thought it was interesting... I'm waiting for a post back from melody. I hope she responds soon. I didn't see her at diagon alley...

Anyway, guys, I gotta go. It's getting too late for me. I'm tired. I practiced quidditch like no tomorrow today, if that made sense at all heh.

Hey, I'm really bored right now. I've already finished all but 1 of my essays. My Potions, which shouldn't be hard. I don't even know it will be due anymore with all the bad things happening lately. It seems every since I met Andrew things went down hill. You know? I don't know, it's just... curious. I've been thinking a lot of death eaters lately. Of course Da's been coming home grouchy and exhausted every day, and sometimes not even at all. Mum's constantly worried about him, thinking he'll get himself snatch up by You-know-who. So many people have been going missing lately. Sometimes it's really weird that people can just... kill off other people like that. Lots of talk of course was going around the Slytherin common room near the end of the year. Lots of talk. Things, that even with my fascination with the dark arts, made me worry. Where are times leading us now? It'll be just like it used to be, when Mum and Da were young. The times of you-know-who. Of course it's still times of you-know-who, but, it's different. I don't know, lol, this is me rambling.

Anyway, I don't know if I can get anyone to post here anymore. I'll send a post to Melody later with dumbling. Maybe she'll be able to find her flat-top and write too now. I don't know, perhaps school work is too much now. It has gotten a lot more diffacult, and with everything happening ,it's hard to keep at anything. Even post, or homework, haha, but I can't make excuses for that...

Ryan sent me a post the other day ago, did I mention? He's really worried about the school, he said he doesn't know how many people will even be back. He said our family should be okay, because we're pure-blood, so we shouldn't worry too much. But they killed pure-blood families too didn't they? Or was it only if they had a reason? If Da works at the ministry does that give them a reason to get rid of us. Or what if they threaten him to join, would he? I'd talk to Aingeal about this, but I don't think she really wants to discuss. I don't know, I have a lot on my mind I guess.

I'm going, I better finish my last essay, term starts soon. I need to practice for quidditch too.

Serenity

What does everyone think? Our final year. I'm really kind of nervous about it. I'm unsure what to choose for a career. Ryan's getting drafted to a quidditch team. Lucky... I thought about doing quidditch professionally. I'm playing chaser again this year, naturally. Slytherin will win this year, because our team will be awesome. Mostly 7th years. We'll kick butt if we're not to busy trying to pass with good grades.... I'm continueing NEWT classes Potions, Transfiguration (barely), Defense again the Dark Arts, Ancient Runes, and some others, I don't even remember. It's really late, and I have to wake up tomorrow early because we're goign to diagon alley to pick up our supplies. yay.... So, that's all. I'll talk to you later, maybe.